Fld..means..FEEL LIKE DYING..
and tat is the way i m feeling right now..
How cn it disappear..
I cnt wipe away the hurt..
The wound tat is still bleeding..
When i turn to sleep..
Or when i m free until i cn dream around..
I will remember tat moments..
Al those memories flash through my mind..
Wihout bothering..
My heart..=(
How cn i tel u..
Even i oso cnt understand myself right now..
I feel like life..is juz like tat..
Mans live to stab his heart..
So do gals..
N tat is me..
I hope i m nt borned..
Seriously..
I hope i m nt a human..
Maybe..
A leaf??
Tat cn wilt when my life is over..
N short..
So i wanna cherish it..thoroughly..
But i CNT..
and tat is the fate...
FLD FLD..!!!